Month: December 2010

  • Thank you

    Thank you for being all supportive and lovely: the hard drive is partially restored thanks to Recuva (no more is possible, as it then started to backup what I'd restored to the hard drive, and I Give Up).  In fact, the only important thing I didn't manage to get back (and I believe a chap called Murphy has something to do with this), is this term's Brownies Accounts.  I have found Accounts going back to 2004, but not the most recent batch.  The drafts of my novel went too: but then again, I had backups on a different drive.  This will now be sorted out for the stuff retrieved.  I have a 16GB pen drive, and I will investigate a digital vault for my photos.  Music is also on my iPod, so that's OK.

    I pretended I didn't care about losing those, but the pleasure with which I greeted the recovery of the photos I took in Albert Kahn's gardens in Paris suggests that I might well consider them to be important.  I have some of those pictures over my bed: these.

        

    All this, and generally being under the weather (and certainly not eating remotely properly) means that I am on the verge of hibernating.

    xxx

  • Breathe Breathe Breathe

    It's only the external hard drive you wiped.  It might be possible to get the pictures back, and the docs back.  And you can recover everything that was on the iPod....

    If not, there's quite a lot on the C:drive of the old laptop.  Which you were sensible enough to copy stuff from, rather than cut and paste stuff from.

    (fool)

    xxx

  • You knew it was only a matter of time...

    ....before I announced that I was COLD.  I think I ought to go and put another sweater on.  O my thermo-nuclear long johns.  Mum's wearing a sweater I knitted for her out of Noro-fluff (with a decent proportion of mohair and silk in its makeup), so she's quite happy.  I'm at the PC, moving her photos about (onto Picasa or similar seems to be the only way to get them off this ancient machine, short of copying them onto 3.5" disks individually, and I think they're all just too big for that), and I am most definitely chilly.

    Ah.  Tea is about to happen.  This is good.  All three of us in the same room, which is nice.  We are definitely all getting Old and Stubborn about things.  Also, I have written all my thank you letters.  Such wonderful organisation is entirely cancelled out by the fact that I don't have my address book with me, so I cannot post them until  I get home.  Any halo I possess is entirely tarnished.

    xxx

     

  • If it's Christmas

    How come I cannot get my family into one room for any more than 10 minutes, unless we are all three of us eating supper?

    We lack traditions: we lack, now my parents are back down south, a group of people to meet with at the pub.  We've been to Midnight Mass, and that's about it until Present Time.  The tenor-vibrato choir was notably absent this year and most of the descants were provided by the congregation rather than the actual official choir (two, probably alto, ladies).  Still, in a church which is fit-to-bust with about 50 bodies inside it, this was lovely.  The minister was overwhelmed by the excitement of midnight and I have no idea what the point of his sermon was.  Something along the lines of how one small person can change the Whole World, to Have Faith and to believe that God will bring things all out for the best.  Also, that the church was a friendly church.

    We stomped back to the car in deepish snow, and then drove back along pretty deserted roads.  By that point, it was almost 1 am.  Fell into bed, slept lots, woke up, opened stocking.

    Meantime, the Marine and I had a jolly nice Thursday night, with good food, and alcohol.  Definitely fling material.  A wonderful palate-cleansing sorbet after the final paragraph of my relationship with A, which involved me losing my temper for five minutes and chucking him out of the flat.  So much for that vaunted communication.  I suspect he is telling all his friends that I'm mad: however, since he's described himself on FB as being " a Machiavellian, competitive, amoral, materialistic, status oriented cynic", I think... well.  If the worst thing I've done is throw the contents of a glass of squash about in the heat of the moment....

    I'm somewhat ashamed of myself.  I haven't thrown any drink over anyone for years.  And, you know what?  It still produces an adrenaline rush.  I don't recommend making a habit of it.  Twice in one decade is more than enough.

    So.  The situation in Belarus is still grim: The most beautiful, sad, article explains and expresses it so much better than I can.  There is very little in the UK media about this: it's as though Lukashenko has silenced us as well as his detractors in Belarus.  It's wrong: it's mad!  If you win an election with that amount of a majority (and no-one believes that's a true reflection), then why do you need to silence those who opposed you?  Having protested outside the Belarussian embassy on Tuesday night, I've been avidly checking the media.  Naturally, IndexOnCensorship.org covers it best.  The NY Times has an excellent article too.  I'd like to point out that the blue ribbon that's been on my blog since the word go, nearly, isn't just there to look pretty. Write.  To the Embassy.  To your MP, MEP, Senator, Representative.  Tweet.  FB.  Make a polite noise: and have more than the Minister for Europe condemning what's going on.  The whole world should condemn this. The whole world should know.

    And on that note, and not feeling terribly Christmassy: but I hope you all do, I shall see you tomorrow.

     

    xxx

  • I should be writing this in Iceland...

    However, there was too much snow at Heathrow Airport for anyone to go anywhere on Saturday.  Or Sunday.  And today isn't looking very good either.  We gave up at 8pm on Saturday night, having spent ALL DAY at Gate 48, on the most uncomfortable seats ever, listening to IcelandAir come up with new, and entirely spurious (based upon checks on Twitter) lines on when we might be taking off.

    The country has ground to a bit of a halt.  So we went to a museum yesterday.  We're having quite a nice time, A and I.  Well, as nice a time as you can have when you've split up with someone three days before you're supposed to go on holiday with them.  Which is actually quite a nice time to be in.  Mutual splits, before there's been a breakdown in communication, tend to lead to a period of a week or so when communication is open and free flowing and things are actually better than they were while in the relationship.

    The trick is, at this point, to not get back together.

    In other news, I am knitting a tam o'shanter by Woolly Wormhead, and the knitted dress has an almost-completed sleeve.  I'm liking the dress, it's in denim blue and coral.  It's also a fairly brainless knit.  I like that.

    I have lost a partially completed sock (the second of the pair) somewhere.  Annoyingly, it had an almost brand-new Addi Turbo 80cm 2.5mm needle in it.  Grrrr.  I have also lost a brooch and a knitted cup holder.  I cannot do anything about it, and, frankly, losing the brooch (item 3 in one week) means that the run of bad luck with regard to lost items has to be at an end.

    In the meantime, have some phone photos that I took of a costume from Bright Star well over a year ago, when I visited Keats House. I am not sure I uploaded them at the time....  I love the cable details on the sleeve.

    xxx

  • There will be knitting photos

    Honest.  My camera is with a friend at present.  Hmmm.  What do I have in stock?

    Well.  There were giant knitted hats.  

    A sock, which I meant to start in August but didn't until November, 

    A's scarf

    A baby surprise jacket, now on its way to TorontoGirl's son.

    Matt's scarf

    Hats for a pair of new twins and their mummy.

     

    And I can't take a picture of the completed sock, because I don't have a camera.  Now debating whether to cast on a colourwork sweater, pink mittens (most likely), or a soft, black, wrap cardigan in Kidsilk Haze, which has been mulling in my stash for a while.  Or a hat, or socks.  Decisions, Decisions.

    So.  This week, I have been mostly going to the theatre and the ballet.  After the Belarus Free Theatre on Sunday, I went to Matthew Bourne's Cinderella on Thursday, which was wonderful once I'd found a synopsis via my Blackberry (why was there not one in the programme?): I don't like to have to extrapolate the storyline from the action.  I want it to be obvious.  I like being challenged by the subject matter, but not being challenged to find the storyline itself.  I am lazy, after all!  The Nutcracker by ENB yesterday, which was nice, once they started actually dancing (10 minutes in, I was fidgeting), and glorious in the second half, when some tutus put their appearance in.  That performance was marred by the number of small children.  How that two year old (who was very good for two, and didn't yell, but it could have gone either way if she'd been feeling sub-par) got in, when the tickets said No Under Five's was beyond me.  

    People, if your children need to sit on your knee for part of the performance, then they shouldn't be going to a performance that hasn't been advertised as a children's special.  The fidgets, phones, whines, yells and velcro-ripping were very offputting.

    Obviously, if it's a children's performance, then, well, it's different.

    xxx

  • Peaceful protest, yes

    But

    Do not throw snooker balls at the police horses

    Do not wantonly smash windows, wantonly daub graffti on buildings and set fire to park benches

    Do not decorate Winston Churchill with paint.  He doesn't need it.

    Do not attack the car containing the Prince of Wales and the Duchess of Cornwall.  They can be irritating, yes, but attacking them rather detracts from the point.

    Do NOT go climbing all over the cenotaph.

    And, really, do NOT go setting fire to the Christmas Tree in Trafalgar Square.  

    My apologies to the people of Oslo, and the people of Norway.

    And also to the peaceful protesters whose efforts got overshadowed by a minority of anarchists.

    xxx

  • What if the censorship is closer to home

    Such as the Library of Congress blocking access to Wikileaks?

    What does that make you think: if the situation in Belarus is a bit too much to contemplate?

    Next people will be in trouble for even daring to discuss the site... incidentally, you can still use your Visa card to donate to the KKK.  But not Wikileaks.

    Not that I've worked out where in the spectrum of opinions I actually sit on this particular issue.

    I'm just talking about it.

    If you fancy a distraction, these pictures are awesomely beautiful

    xxx

  • Belarus

    Belaruse no longer feels the sun
    But it's under the skin of everyone
    Belaruse forgotten by the blind 
    That is until the next time 

    Remember all your yesterdays
    In the deep blue 
    Before the world came 
    And rested there on you

    And if the sun and moon 
    Were both to doubt 
    Then sure enough 
    They'd both go out 
    When you can't walk in your field
    Feel water in your hands 
    You've been touched by the doubt of man 

    - The Levellers

    Belarus.  Forgotten.  Not just by the blind (I was hoping those lyrics would make some sort of sense.  Yeah.  Right).  A member of the United Nations.  A country full of disappearances.  A country where there is no freedom of press, no freedom of speech (it holds place 186/195 for freedom of press).  A country where for every 100 live births, there are 80 abortions, and 6.43 deaths (putting it at 177 out of 233 in the World Index).  Where there are 64,300 abortions a year, and where 2000 wanted pregnancies each year end in stillbirth, owing to an earlier abortion.  2% of babies are born absolutely healthy.  By the age of 17-18, 70% of young people have chronic illnesses. Where women are sold into sexual slavery.  Where women outnumber men 1,138 to 1000.  Where 100% of public toilet cleaners are female.  Where 100% of bus drivers are male.  Where the average salary is $350 a month, and where 1 square metre of living space in Minsk costs $2000.  A shrinking country.  A country where the population is 9.3million, and 10,000 people a  year decide to move overseas.  13,000 are living with AIDS  Land-locked.  Where every 4th Belarusian suffers from mental illnesses.  Where 93% of construction workers will not wear a hard hat unless the overseer is around, because it is unmanly.

    I went to the theatre this evening, to see the Belarus Free Theatre perform Numbers (from which I gleaned those statistics, along with the CIA World Factbook - the link has mild nudity, reference to abortion and mental illness. NSFW, it is very physical theatre) and Disappearing Love.  It was a gala evening: I went because Sam West was performing.  I've been a fan of his for so long now, and talked to him at the stage door so often, that he and his partner, the gloriously talented Laura Wade, are getting quite friendly.  It helped that the performance featured Sir Ian McKellen, Jude Law and Sienna Miller.  Names.  I saw Tom Stoppard in the audience, but failed to ask him for his autograph.  Getting breathlessly teenage about Arcadia wasn't on my to-do list.  I encountered a fellow lacrosse player from uni, who turns out to be another enormously talented playwright.

    The Belarus Free Theatre  usually performs in clearings (40% of Belarus is wooded), in private homes.  It performs clandestinely, because it's work is illegal.  The actors and directors all risk disappearance.  Their performances have been stormed by the state police, with audience and actors detained.

    In Belarus, the internet is censored.  This blog wouldn't, couldn't be written.  Freedom of Expression is curtailed. Belarus is like the USSR: the last remaining Soviet State.  Its president, Lukashenko, is the last remaining dictator in Europe.  There will be an election on 19th December.  No-one expects it'll change anything muchThe Index on Censorship is working to improve the lot of the Belarussians.

    The Belarus Free Theatre put it best, in Generation Jeans:

    "We urge you to allow the people of Belarus the right to express and share their opinions freely, whether this is on the internet or not. We urge you to use your powers to prevent any further repression of citizens who hold alternative, and oppositional, beliefs to you. We urge that the practice of physical abuse and intimidation against any citizen, including those who dare to hold alternative and oppositional points of view, be stopped. Finally, we urge you to protect the right to freedom of assembly in accordance with Article 21 of the International Covenant of Civil and Political Rights to which Belarus is a state party."

    Because, right now, there's not much we can do.  We can talk, we can yell, we can fight: but there is no sense in violence.  We can make sure people know.  I didn't know.  I feel ashamed that I didn't know.  I don't quite know what else to do.  All the marching, the letters, the hope in the world, seem to make so little difference. I can't go running around the place assassinating presidents, much as I might like to: there's a whole edifice that would continue even without the guy in charge.  I can write.  I can be indignant.  I can go to more performances.  I can tell everyone else what's going on.  I work for a charity, totally unconnected to freedom of speech.  I give to other charities, I volunteer for Girlguiding UK.  I should do so much more: for so many more causes.

    I can reflect that of Girlguiding UK's trips abroad, as part of GOLD - Guiding Overseas Linked with Development - we have visited the countries that have such restrictions.  Thailand, has its disappearances.  India.  Pakistan. Sri Lanka. Russia.  Belarus.  Practical help for the people there, educating girls and young women, and helping them: if not with the problems of freedom of speech, and censorship, but with other issues, often, sexual health.  In a country where 20,000 women do not have employment: there will be a need for this type of education.

    There will be a return to usual knitting content shortly.  I just needed to get that Off My Chest.

    xxx

  • Victoria Wood was on the radio today

    You don't really expect Radio 2 to start blaring let's do it.  So I'm going to share the experience.  The ballad of Barry and Freda.

     

    It was before the watershed.  It was about midday... so I have no  problems with sharing this with the world.  However, if you're truly prudish, you may prefer not to giggle along with me.

    xxx